How do I celebrate good times, you ask? Why, with cheesecake, of course! Isn’t that what you celebrate with? If not, it should be….what’s not to love about cheesecake? Except for maybe the unfortunate side effects on bellies, hips, butts and thighs nationwide. That part is not so good. Meh….we’ll worry about that later.
So WHAT am I celebrating, you may ask? It’s the middle of September so no major holidays coming up. Both our birthdays are in June, so it’s not that. Our anniversary is in May, that’s long past. No one is pregnant, got a huge raise at work, or won the lottery. What’s left??
Actually, this weekend I’m celebrating me. I’m celebrating my life and all the fantastic people in it. What better way to celebrate me then to surprise myself with my favorite dessert! “Aw, Self, that’s so sweet! You shouldn’t have…really, this is too much. Oh no, I simply couldn’t…well, maybe just a couple bites. Thank you self, for being so good to myself….”
Okay, so that’s pretty silly….but honestly, for some reason, I just felt like celebrating this weekend! This year has been a little difficult for me. I went from working a ridiculous amount each week to not working at all in a matter of 24 hours. When I was let go from my previous position, I was so let down and disappointed in myself. I was probably the only one who didn’t see it coming. How embarrassing. How could I have let that happen? What the hell is wrong with me? I carried that anger and disappointment around with me all summer long. I felt like a failure. As recently as three weeks ago, I was up in the middle of the night still crying about what happened. I just couldn’t let it go, couldn’t shake all the negative things I felt about myself.
Well, I am pleased to say that I am FINALLY letting all that go. I am so thrilled that my new job is working out so well, that I can go home each night knowing that I made a difference in someone’s life that day. I made a tough day a little bit more bearable for someone right here in our community. I am so thrilled that I can look back at everything and know I’ve learned a lot about myself and what’s really important in life. Great family, good friends, and good food. Ha…well, the good food part is important to me at least. It’s comforting to know that I can confidently say I am not destined for so-called great things….six figure salaries, corner offices, my name on the door….but it’s okay because I have great people who support me no matter what. Eric and I are happy. We don’t have to go without. This little life we’ve started together just keeps getting better. And now that I am finally at peace with my life outside our home, I can concentrate on celebrating all the little things that make my life great! 🙂
So, in honor of my new found peace and happiness, I decided to celebrate by making my very first cheesecake! I LOVE cheesecake. So bad, but oh so good. I hadn’t had the courage to tackle it at home…until now! The wind was blowing and the rain was falling this weekend…the perfect weather for a fall favorite…PUMPKIN!
Now, for a long time, I was never really that thrilled with anything pumpkin. Probably because the only way I ever had it was in pie form and….eh….I don’t know…it’s just okay for me. Not awful, I’ll eat it, but it’s not my absolute favorite. I decided that it’s not the flavor that bothers me when it comes to pumpkin pie, but the texture. So I thought I might enjoy the flavors of pumpkin more if it were in cheesecake form. Eric really likes pumpkin…and he REALLY, REALLY likes cheesecake. So this pumpkin cheesecake was right up his alley.
The results: Fan-freakin’-tastic! Perfect creamy texture. Great flavor. I loved the ginger cookies in the crust. I was pleased with how it turned out. It only cracked a teeny bit on top. Not bad for my first try!
PUMPKIN CHEESECAKE (Recipe Source: Joyofbaking.com)